Monday, July 27, 2009

Lost

For the past few weeks, other than meeting up some friends, I have been working only. What I'm trying to say is that I'm still not studying!!! Actually, I'm tired of studying le. Feel like just officially stepping into the working society and take a PT degree. Looks like I'm a long way from achieving my goal to attain a Business Degree. Where have all my drive in pursuing my goal gone to? I don't know either. Perhaps I'm just tired and afraid to face failure once again, or have I got used to it already? I wonder... Maybe everyone will come by this stage, when you start feeling that everything you're doing now won't bring you anywhere and you just don't have the motivation pursue what you want. At my age, I should be enjoying my life and having all the drive to pursue my dreams, but I can't really feel the strength I used to have. I just feel like apologising in advanced to those who have been encouraging me. Don't have too high hopes for me. But don't worry about me, I will still pursue my goal, though I might be choosing a more strenuous route. Though I may feel down, but I'm still very optimistic about my future. I may be taking very slow steps now, but at least I'm still moving. I will not stop, even when I feel that I've lost my way. Cos I believe it's the only way to find the way out.

To those who are lost, you're not alone, I'm feeling lost too, but we mustn't stop moving, mustn't feel hopeless, cos there's always a path out somewhere. So, to all, let's work hard together and live with no regrets! =D

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