Busy busy busy... Going breathless with the workload. Nevertheless, I've gone back for kickboxing lesson with Hui Yin. Just had the first lesson on Friday night, and now my body and limbs are still aching like nobody's business. But it's a good to exercise after a day of hard work. =D
Some may know that I've been considering about this for quite some time. After reckoning my mind for the past few weeks, I've decided: I'm going to resign from my relatively high paying UOB job.
Reasons to stay:
1. $10 per hour! I'll have a steady income
2. I'm used to this job - Quite an easy job cos I'm in the relief pool so not much responsibility
3. Able to enjoy staff interest rates and other benefits
Reasons to leave:
1. Traveling to and fro to relief branches takes me approximately 2hrs
2. Being a relief, those permanent staff finds you very irritating whenever you need to empty
your cashbox to them at the end of your assignment
3. Weird working timing (11.30am to 4pm) - Can't really do anything before and after work
4. My parents food business is picking up, wish to help them out
5. Have been delaying my telemarketing job, feel the need to start ASAP
6. Wish to focus on finding ways to push the sales of Besties Closet
7. UOB won't be a job that I can carry on when I return to school later this year
So you see, there's more reasons for me to choose to leave than to stay. =D
To those who are concerned about my studies especially, I'm going back to school this year. =D Most probably going to SIM but have yet to decide if should go UOL or RMIT.
For those who would understand, I've decided to forgive him once again even though I was extremely firm not to forgive him anymore. The peace I get through my prayers revealed my soft heart once again. Dissolved my pain, and gave me the courage to give him another chance. But this time, I won't give as much as before cos I want to protect myself from being hurt again. Hope he'll learn to treasure it this time.
Anyway, Ben had gone to Thailand. Thought I'd be more free cos I have one task less - No need to fork out time to for him. But apparently not so. We agreed not to call each other for these 16 days cos the phone bill will cost a bomb. So we'll write a journal for each other. I spend an hour or more everyday writing in my journal, therefore, I'm actually spending more time "with him" than before. Haha! =D Hope he's doing well there. Believe he's taking good care of himself. =D
I kept snapping since we
reached the airport. Haha! =D
reached the airport. Haha! =D
Thanks to Kia Yong for helpingus take this picture! =D
And thanks to Wei Jie's parents for giving us a lift to the airport that day! They even offered to sent us back when they come back from Thailand. So nice of them! =D Yup, Wei Jie is also in Thailand. Guess he and Hui Ping talk on the phone every night. Makes me so tempted to call Ben too. Have to constantly hypnotise myself that it's better to write in the journal cos we'll be able to refer back in the future. Hui Ping, let's count down to the 30th together! Haha! =D