Wednesday, March 6, 2013
Not easy to be a good Sis
It's really difficult to explain the difference of giving an advice and being controlling. It hurts me so much when he told me not to control him. Since when have I been controlling him. I admit that I'm naggy and pushy but I never did lay down any rules for him to follow. I know that he's matured enough to know what to do and what not to do, so I never did manipulate him. I only gave advice which he seldom heed, especially when it comes to rs. Friends advice may be the most pleasant to the ears, but my advice is the most far-sighted yet the most crude one. It's not easy to be the sis, even more difficult to be a good one. Bear with the hardship, swallow the pain, pray that he'll understand me one day.
Thursday, January 31, 2013
Florescat Concordia
My dearest didi has been posted to yj, my alma mater. I'm feeling very excited for him. It's as if I've just graduated yesterday and tomorrow, he's going to be a yj-cian too. Time passed so fast.
Jc life is most memorable to me. From primary to secondary, I had been a quiet student, even among friends I don't talk much. It's only till jc that I suddenly come to my senses and feel more alive in school. I spent quite some time opening up to my classmates but we had crazy and fun moments together in school. I feel bonded to this class that's why I try to organise a gathering annually. It's the only time when I can feel the bond we had before. Though all of us have changed and not everyone feel the same as I, I'll still continue this annual gathering, until the day when nobody wants to turn up.
Also in jc, I started having more thoughts, too much and too deep, that I lose myself. Started to feel that studying was such a torture, begin to be lazy and became a procrastinator. Results went downhill and hit the lowest pit for A levels. Praying hard that my didi won't follow my path.
I'm very happy that my didi worked hard during the O levels and make it to yj. I'm so thankful for having such a mature and sensible didi. Hope he'll have the most memorable time there and heed our advice to study hard.
Jc life is most memorable to me. From primary to secondary, I had been a quiet student, even among friends I don't talk much. It's only till jc that I suddenly come to my senses and feel more alive in school. I spent quite some time opening up to my classmates but we had crazy and fun moments together in school. I feel bonded to this class that's why I try to organise a gathering annually. It's the only time when I can feel the bond we had before. Though all of us have changed and not everyone feel the same as I, I'll still continue this annual gathering, until the day when nobody wants to turn up.
Also in jc, I started having more thoughts, too much and too deep, that I lose myself. Started to feel that studying was such a torture, begin to be lazy and became a procrastinator. Results went downhill and hit the lowest pit for A levels. Praying hard that my didi won't follow my path.
I'm very happy that my didi worked hard during the O levels and make it to yj. I'm so thankful for having such a mature and sensible didi. Hope he'll have the most memorable time there and heed our advice to study hard.
Subscribe to:
Posts (Atom)